Every time I come to know a new fact, my heart falls down to the bottom like ‘woop.’
Could it be better if I don’t meet the new facts?
How seriously Han Geng was suppressed and discriminated was beyond my imagination so that I stuck to my illusion as above.
I am not sure whether I like Han Geng because of his talented capacity or the sympathy on him which may vanish soon.
Those facts revealed to his fans were so enormous to my surprise, I don’t even know how many things are out there.
“Don’t stick to the past time,” as he said to us on his interview in his calm voice, “it is natural to the people in this field.”
I’m so sad whenever I come to this news because I’m not the man of Pacific-wide mind like Hangeng.
No more I’ll come to know, and no more I’ll come to hear the news like this.
The more I come to know, the more people I can not but dislike.
Anyway that is the past thing, it is hard to hide my hurt mind even if it may not happen again.
A star, it is a so dirty job…
How many hard things the job has behind the gorgeousness…
How many unfair things the stars have without telling to others…
I’m very sorry and uneasy to see Han Geng’s smiling face.
How can he be absolutely calm after suffering from these things?
The slavery contract itself may tell him you must endure all those things.
You have to live your life for other people not for yourself until you’re 35.
Your misery will make us happy.
You can return to your homeland with a hurt and sickened body after you’re 35.
Could Han Geng wait for the moment when the contract with SM would be ended?
Or did he just wish for the time to pass quickly?
How could he endure the hard situation?
Maybe he looked forward to seeing the contract ending desperately.
How hard he was in waiting for it.
My favorite musical is <Notre dame de Paris>.
The original writer, Victor Hugo looked Anarkia carved in the corner of Notre dame Cathedral,
conceived an idea about it.
<The sataned people, Anarkia means a destiny in Greek.>
The keyword in <Notre dame de Paris> is a destiny itself.
All the things is a destiny, Victor Hugo says to us.
An undeserved death of Esmerallda, a suicide of Frollo,
the end of the medieval times and the end of Notre dame Cathedral are all the destiny.
<Desitiny, you rule our lives.>
If the destiny Victor Hugo said means a natural result of that period, is Hangeng fate already determined by God?
I wish Han Geng’s destiny will support for Han Geng itself.
All I can do is this prayer.
I’m not same as fans of other idol singers.
Other fans get angry, if their idols show off their love for female star.
I may be just happy if Han Geng will have the same case for female stars.
I will be satisfied if Han Geng will enjoy the situation.
And the yellow flag for Hangeng…
SM created a simple way to make Han Geng’s fans, who gathered to support him, look ordinary group fans without any troubles.
If SM took away Han Geng fans’ electric signboards, Han Geng will feel timid more and more and think of himself as nothing.
Although Han Geng is growing up, SM Entertainment’s treatment for him and group comes to a standstill.
How he feels about this hard situation where there are no fans for him, as a leader of SJ-M?
SM penetrated his painful situation.
“You are nothing. People gathered in this place are other member’s fans or SJ-M’s group fans.
You contracted with us then you have to be forced by us.”
So the yellow 庚 flag newly appeared looks so sad and touching to me.
Everybody knows what yellow means in color sheet.
And I want to add one more meaning to yellow.
It means waiting: not permanent stop nor permanent going straight.
If the traffic light is red, we judge that we cannot cross the crosswalk now.
If the traffic light is green, we can just go straight lively.
However if it blinks on yellow, we hesitate for a while.
Cross or not?
Yellow is like fans’ mind that is waiting for going straight if seeing the green light.
As his fans notice that SM have sent red signal to Han Geng,
they take out the yellow flag eagerly longing for the change to green.
Like this, I think, yellow flags to Han Geng mean sincere minds from his fans.
In Migustar College, Geng fans don’t have to hide the yellow flags.
To see the yellow flag in the anticipated end brings new meanings.
“Now, isn’t it too childish? Han Geng is the famous actor at the moment,while his fans are still chasing him thinking that, they have to give the power and strength to Han Geng?”
Han Geng’s yellow flags will fly freely until that day comes.
SM Entertainment has early identified the outstanding talents of Han Geng and planned to blind him at any methods. The flowers sent to the name of Han Geng, the photo shows,
pictured the moment just before SME had done mean action to wreaths.
I brought the pictures to see them again even though it is too late.
Han Geng, these wreathes were just for you, not for other people….
They were your fans’ true hearts to encourage you who were in the discrimination and oppression.
We don’t know why the destiny may spoil your twenties,
but the destiny will be obviously our supporter and your supporter from now on.
Philosopher Nietzsche once said, “The pain that cannot kill me will make me even stronger.”
Han Geng… I have taken many philosopher classes while studying my major to try not to hear criticizing my ignorance.
There must not be any uneducated person among your fans.
All of your sufferings are the ordeal that can make you much stronger, I think.
As now is the cause of the past, you are doing very well.
The experiences of the past will be the base of your future and make you much nicer than we expect now.
I didn’t want to feel unjust and choky about his discriminated and oppressed situation again. but it is not easy.
The scar on Han Geng’s life…
But he is wise and calm, I think he doesn’t think these scars as his painful tracks, but be can be awakened by them.
I want to believe whenever he reminds of scars, he can complete his life.
Dear Han Ggeng… I believe your destiny is not that of what will end hollowly without ant result as Victor Hugo said.
Your destiny will be such a beautiful star that will shine on the Chinese entertainment and
everybody will remember you as a shining star…
The more we come to know a star, the more we tend to be disappointed at him and make him on a black list as his anti.
However I will support you forever…
My heart for you will never change…