Basically, I’m very favor to foreigners.
Some people say Koreans are exclusive to foreigners…
However I swear sincerely, I’m not.
Feeling a strong aversion to Orientalism, I always try to treat every man equally.
Living in foreign country last year helps me to give form to this my values.
It was not easy to live in Europe as an Asian.
Of course, before that experience, I didn’t draw a distinction at all.
All people I met in foreign countries were nice and his or her nationality doesn’t matter to be a good friend.
Moreover I don’t hate any country.
If I become to hate my Japanese friend because of her nationality, It’s quite unfair to her.
Of course some politician in Japan and their unjustified history are reasonable to be criticized however common people living in Japan are no bad.
So I don’t have any particular reason to dislike foreign country.
I never think China is bad.
When I was in Berlin, Chinese tourists say hello to me in Chinese brightly.
I think they misunderstood as I am Chinese, anyway my feeling was great because they gave happy energy to me.
I was glad to be welcomed.
Whenever I don’t want to eat Western food in Europe, I used to go to the Chinese restaurant. In Chinese restaurant, I would feel the East which I want to go back to see my family.
It helps me endure living in the West alone.
In conclusion, before knowing Hangeng, I’m very favor of China.
Also, nowadays, I like China more and more because of him and I want to know about Chinese culture and language.
So I don’t care about this: I am Korean, Hangeng is Chinese.
Whatever my star is Korean or Chinese, It’s just his nationality.
Someone told me ‘Korean Geng fans like Hangeng as a star and Chinese Geng fans like him as a human.’
Hangeng as a star and as a human…
What is different?
Of course, I like him very much as a star.
How can not I falling love with this charming man?
His appearance is perfect and he is my ideal type.
Sometimes I was shocked at his breath-taking appearance.
Being impressed by his great looking is a point of sameness of all Geng fans regardless of nationality.
However, as you already knew, I became his fan after a law suit.
So I’m his fan not only as a star but also as a human.
Exactly, I’m fan of Chinese , Hangeng.
Certainly, for me, the law suit affect to being his fan.
Last year, on 21 December, a criticism about his suit made me emotional.
I was disappointed some Koreans that insulted Hangeng simply because he is not Korean.
I read Siwoo’s article contains SM E’s discrimination and unfair treatment for Hangeng and I decided to support him forever.
Many people who became his fan after the suit may well fall in love with his humanity regardless of nationality.
I think I;s more suitable that I met Hangeng as a human, not star, at the beginning.
To see his step as an advertising model for China and actor makes me happy.
No matter what, I’m just happy.
How could he develop in China, it make me happy.
As I’m living in Seoul, I can not see him in person, it’s better to grow him in China for his future than stay in Korea.
I’m just waiting calmly…
He can have an opportunity to shoot a film when the suit is ended.
Before long the suit will be ended and Hangeng can get a freedom.
The main point of this suit is human right and it can not be lost.
Of course there are many talanted Entertainments in Korea.
But I can’t have any special feeling to them.
They are just handsome or singing well or funny.
In the contrary of them, Hangeng is so meaningful to me.
He is handsome but sometimes act like cute baby, singing with soft voice and dancing greatly.
At the same time, he felt lonely in foreign country, appeared on the stage with black mask, led the group with painful scar on his heart and smiled hiding his bad condition…
Like this, I like star Hangeng and human Hangeng.
Wishing his happiness is ours’ mind regardless of nationality.
The star is not a doll that fan control as their pleases.
They are human being who has right to be happy.
So I hope Geng fans esteem him more and more and people who think their Utopia is more valuable than Hangeng’s right just let him go…